The Evolution of Gwen: Embracing my reflection
Year 38 began with the word MASTERPIECE. It was all about embracing my reflection.
I have such a strong village but no gains can be made if I don’t see what they see, nor believe what God declares in his word about me. So I declared that I AM A MASTERPIECE (Ephesians 2:10) all year long (and will continue to do so)!
Initially, my reflection was the picture of “Academy Award Recovery.” I was picture perfect, but when I looked at my photo album entitled, “The Evolution of Gwen”, I realized that the album was full of “act-recovered” faces. There was the, “I’m fine” face when I desperately missed my Mother and felt like an orphan. The “Here’s my happy face” when I was filled with insecurities and questions concerning my worth and the value of my contributions. The “I have to be strong” face when I was so weak. The “I am OK” face when I was far from OK.
I wrote the book, I checked off the lists of accomplishments, I reached the goals, I took the pictures, I made the posts, I built the businesses. But, as I was becoming, with all of the likes, shares and the shiny gold medals this world offers, comparison, fear and feelings of inadequacy were my closest companions.
So, I forced myself to face myself daily. I connected with strength, reached out for help, did more personal work. I wouldn’t be satisfied until my internal truth matched my external perception.
As I prepare to enter year 39, I embrace a new mantra, “I am fearfully and wonderfully MADE and because he is, I AM, I CAN AND I WILL! “
I AM made in the image of Christ!
I AM WHO GOD SAYS I AM!
I CAN have what he says I can have!
I CAN do what he says I can do!
I AM ROYALTY
I AM GRACED
I AM CHOSEN
I AM FOCUSED
I AM EVOLVING
I AM KNOWN
I AM A LIMITED EDITION
I WILL ENDURE
I AM SEEN
I AM AN INFLUENCER
I AM LOVED
I AM VALUED
I AM POWERFUL
I AM HEALED
I AM BALANCED
I AM ABOUT MY FATHER’S BUSINESS
I WILL RISE
I WILL FINISH STRONG!
I AM A MAJORfit!
I’m grateful for year 38, it was a blessing, now I enter a new chapter.
Year 39 .. I’m ready for ya!
What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?”
-Romans 8:31
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